The
Civil War Letters of William Beynon Phillips

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Headquarters
Department of Washington,
22nd ARMY CORPS
Washington, D. C., April 18, 1864
Dear
Annie,
Your
very kind letter of the 4th inst, was duly received, and the note also enclosed
by [your sister] Sue. I am very happy now to find
time to answer. I have attempted twice
before this, but some confounded hindrance always comes up.
This time I’ll finish it, if the world stops its accustomed
revolutions. I felt happy to hear from
you, that the confounded plague that has been like a bird of the night,
fluttering and hovering so dismal around you, has taken its flight away.
May it go never to make the night hideous anymore, & breath such a
fatal contagion, among the loved ones of home. That’s poetry, ain’t it?
Now,
my dear Annie, news is decidedly scarce. Everything
concerning the army is at a dead still, but it is collecting for the storm, and
it is very sad to contemplate the sad fact of thousands of young men sent into
an early grave, in this and the coming month. But yet there is a sadder
spectacle than that, which is, to see your native land destroyed, to be without
a country. Little do the people of the
North know what an awful fate would be theirs if not for that living rampart on
the Potomac, that has hurled, and will hurl back, that most formidable Rebel host,
who have lost everything, and now fight now to avenge supposed wrongs. The army of
Rebels (by our accounts here) are now as formidable as ever, but,
thanks, our old noble army is 100,000 stronger, than ever it was, and in
the coming campaign, which will open early next week, the rebellion will recoil
so, that the very shock will kill it. Then
when peace & honor is conquered, how pitiful to some Northerner folks to
look back, and find the ominous handwriting on the wall, dooming them to
everlasting execration for retarding the progress of freedom, and destroy their
country.
Now,
Annie, you tell me, “Regards to all Copperheads, & secesh friends” for
you know I love them “dearly”, which I take in the other sense.
I hope that your love of country has not ebbed too low, that it floats
only such small chips, as regards to Copperheads.
I do admire a Rebel where I hate and spit on a Copperhead.
A Rebel is noble, for he throws his life on the hazard of the die, but
all Copperheads are cowards and Rebels to boot. I
would say myself that a year ago, my patriotism burned brighter than today, from
the fact of the inactivity imposed on me, but by the gods, if today, (as they
will soon), I was under a musket, I would feel proud to carry it, and prouder
still to use it, for I believe every shot would help us on to peace, and
freedom.
People
urge & say (with some truth) that this war is for negroes, nothing of the
sort in fact. This war is for an idea
higher than negro. The freeing of negroes is but a political & military
necessity to carry the war to successful issue. The
Rebels fight for disunion so as to guarantee the protection of slavery.
Slavery has been doomed years ago by public opinion.
The Rebels therefore are fighting for an idea that the whole civilized
world has pronounced brutal and monstrous. The
South has laid the issue on Slavery eternal & universal, and the great law,
necessity, compelled the North to take up freedom, eternal & universal,
which I hope will soon in
“Heavenly
beauty beam on the sight”
“Glorious & fair like a being of light”
It
is not the question whether the negro ought or ought not to be free. The
question [is] shall we attain a peace, a lasting peace, by fostering slavery or
by exterminating it? I can assure you that
my love for the darkey, physically & morally is very small, but when he is
used by traitors as a pretext to destroy their country, I feel justified in
doing away with causes for such evil desires. Now you can see my political creed. Do
we agree? I hope so.
As
I have before told you, Annie dear, there is no news.
I am enjoying myself under the shadow of Father Abraham.
I was to Alexandria
last Sunday week, on horseback. I had a delightful ride, took dinner at the
Marshall House -- the scene of the murder of Ellsworth.
Alexandria
is a place I shall never visit again, that’s sure-------.
I
am coming, coming to see you this summer in a stove pipe hat. Phew,
but I’ll cause a stir. Won't I
look & feel gay, twirling my cane?
Now
good bye. Excuse
my being serious this time. In the
next—I’ll be funny-er.
So!
Much love to you, ever & ever Amen
from
yours, -- William [Phillips]
Footnotes
Early
in the war, Colonel Ellsworth -- a personal
friend of President Lincoln -- was shot by the proprietor of the Marshall House
in Alexandria, Virginia while attempting to remove a Rebel flag from the
flagpole on its roof. The wound, received while descending the stairs (see
drawing of Col. Ellsworth and artist's depiction of his "murder" in
banner above), proved mortal.