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The Diaries of Ralph Leland Goodrich, 1859-1867
April 1, 1860 Sunday. Dark and lowry. Attended church. Tom Davis preached. Had a good sermon. Afternoon it rained terribly accompanied with thunder & lightning. Evening went to the Methodist [Church] with Manget. April
2, 1860
In
school. Pleasant day but very cool. Sent a letter to [Harry] Handerson. Received
a paper from home and a letter from [Ex-governor] Brown, Florida. Wished me to write to Major George T. Ward, [1]
April 3, 1860 Chilly in the morning. Warm in the evening. Sent off my two letters. Mrs. McCandless seldom bows to me. When going in to dinner or breakfast or tea, she hardly ever looks at me. She does Manget April 4, 1860 Rather warm. Gaillard is an awful fellow, stubborn, deaf & ugly. I gave him a sound boxing today. April 5, 1860 Rather warm. I was obliged to punish Ben Shannon today. I feel very tired tonight & weak. Manget said that he dreamed he was saying prayers in school & only part of the boys rose when which he said all those heathens who did not choose to rise might keep their seats. Mr. Mack is a firey enough man -- easily excited! April
6, 1860
Good
Friday. Had a holiday. Mack went away. Attended church morning and evening. Read
some. Manget tells me that I appear ridiculous by using the word “gorgeous.” April 7, 1860 At home. In the evening, Tom Davis called. Called & asked for me. I went up & saw him. April 8, 1860 Sunday. Attended church. Communion. I stayed. Went [again in] afternoon. Warm day. April 9, 1860 Very warm. Sent a letter home and one to [Rev.] Mr. Rankine. Received one from Rev. O. P. Thackara. The Haw is similar to the northern thorn, but the thorns are not so long. It has a pretty white sweet flower & is now in bloom. April
10, 1860
It has
been a very warm day. I am sitting with shirt & pants on & perspiring
most freely. Edward
McCandless shit his breeches today in school which created a very unpleasant
odor throughout the school. Received a letter from [cousin] Lucy Stratton. April
11, 1860
Warm,
very warm. Sick with the diarrhea. Had
a talk with Mr. Mack. Said he wanted me till the
end of the month & if I got a place I could leave before that time. April
12, 1860
Rather
warm. Mr.
Mack gave Gaillard a sound thrashing today. April 13, 1860 Rather chilly. Did not have much to do today. Wrote to the gentlemen at Monticello and Tallahassee. A few days ago the thermometer was 93 degrees Had company this evening in the parlor -- Mrs. Shaw & her niece Miss McKay. Mrs. Shaw is a noble woman & her niece is a modest, pretty lady. Stayed till eleven. I managed to get along this evening better than usual. I think I am improving & I hope that I will. Manget went home with them. The ladies, sang. Miss Dargan sang with the guitar, "The old Maid & the Mistletoe Bough" -- a mournful song, taken from Geneva in Parker's Aid, or at least the same story in verse. Mrs. Shaw said that a Senator's wife should be able to speak the German, French, & Spanish languages. April 14, 1860 Read some. Received a letter from [Major George T.] Ward in Tallahassee [Florida]. Showed it to Mr. McCandless. Said he would write a friend he had at Tallahassee & see what kind of a fellow he was, but it will be so long. I fear that he will give up all hopes of hearing how & thereby lose the chance. I do hope that I will be able to secure something by this. Went to the book store today with Manget. Took a short walk in evening. He gave me a Latin Composition. April 15, 1860 Attended church. April
16, 1860
Sent a letter to Mr. [George T.] Ward, Tallahassee. Rather warm. The people in this state pride themselves on being very polite & refined & they say you can notice the difference as soon as you go into North Carolina. April
17, 1860
Very warm. Feel rather miserable. Reading French to Manget. Received a letter from Col. [Nathaniel W.] Davis. It was a good one. He gives me some good advice. He advises me to improve as much as I can. I will so do with God's assistance. Mr. Mack says that the Bishop [Thomas Frederick Davis] refuses to give a recommendation at all, but he will endorse all that Mr. Mack says. I think that Mr. [George T.] Ward will not answer until he receives the recommendation & possibly I will be disappointed in this place. I hope not. I am in doubt. I scarcely know what to do. Sent a letter to [Ex-Governor] Brown. April 19, 1860 Cold & stormy. I am in doubt what to do. Little warmer. Mr. Mack left in the afternoon. Had [hard] time of it. Woods swore in [class] & I gave him a severe talking to. In the morning, Mr. Mack [said] they would debate next Friday. The question [to be debated is] whether the slaves or the Indians were worse treated, & at the same time said that the same persons who are so arrayed against slavery are the ones who have placed the Indians where they are. At the time I thought it displayed no delicate feeling toward me. I would not mind it if the people would look at my opinions as they really are. But they consider every Northern person against them & without hesitation call them all the opposers of slavery & consequently persons to be suspected until they have shown themselves worthy of confidence. Attended prayer meeting. When I pray, I must do it with a firm reliance that God hears my prayer & will answer it. I have heard nothing yet concerning a situation and I fear that I will not, but O God, do with me as thee thinks best. I will not complain. Into thy hands I give myself. Direct me by thy wisdom, & if it be thy will that I should secure a situation as a teacher, direct me into the way that I may find one. Hear my humble petition and answer it & there shall be the glory. Amen. April 21, 1860 Saturday. Very pleasant day. Took a long walk & visited some places which probably I will never see again. I must commence to bid farewell to everything here. I love everything here though to me it seems that I have received a cold reception. Finished Wadsworth's poems. Afternoon, Mr. Ancrum [3] here. I have not heard anything concerning a situation. Received a letter from home & sent one telling them not to write to me again until they hear of my whereabouts. April 22, 1860 Very pleasant. Went to Methodist church with Manget. They all kneel at prayer & kneel when they go in. Very good sermon. April 23, 1860 I am sick today. Have heard nothing as yet concerning a situation. I am doubting. Got a recommendation from Mr. Mack endorsed by the Bishop. Wrote a letter to Major [George T.] Ward, Florida. It will [not] go until Wednesday. April 24, 1860 Sick. Sent the letter to Ward & received one from [Francis] Eppes at Monticello, Florida. Said that good teachers were constantly in demand in Arkansas. I would like to go there & I have serious thoughts of it if I do not succeed in Florida. April
25, 1860
Ratherish
unwell with the dysentery. The
slaves are obliged to have a pass if they are out after 9 o’clock in the
evening or else they are lodged in the lockup till morning & if they were
not furnished with a pass through mistake, they are merely sent away. But if
not, they get a sound drubbing. April 26, 1860 Chilly. Sick today. About the middle of the forenoon, learned the death of Whittiker, one of the scholars. Dismissed school & came to the house. Feel too sick to do anything. In doubt about getting a place, but I hope for the best, & devoutly pray for it. April
27, 1860
The blue pills which I took last night operated well. I am very weak & thin. Helped arrange the school room for the Floral Festival. Received a letter from Mr. [George T.] Ward, Tallahassee, stating the salary & if the recommendation was sufficient would engage me. The evening was pleasant. The school house was beautifully decorated with flowers & wreaths. The singing very well. Quite a number there. April
28, 1860
Rainy
& cold. Feeling better. Answered the letter from Mr. [George T.] Ward accepting the offer. I await
a favorable
answer from him. April 29, 1860 Cold & rainy in the morning. Pleasant in afternoon. Attended church. April 30, 1860 In school. Nothing new. Received a paper from home.
[1]
Major
George Taliaferro Ward, born about 1810, a native of Kentucky
and an 1824 graduate of [2]
Victor
Eugene Manget was Mr. McCandless’s teaching assistant who shared a
room with Goodrich in the McCandless home. [3] Either William Alexander Ancrum (1815-1862) or Thomas James Ancrum (1817-1887), two brothers who were natives of Camden with plantations in the fertile lower part of the county, near the Wateree River. Their town houses were in nearby Kirkwood. William graduated from Princeton in 1836, and married Charlotte Douglas in 1837. Thomas married Margaret Douglas, sister of Charlotte. In 1860, William Ancrum was a widower and most likely the one taking dinner with the McCandless'. |
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