The Diaries of Ralph Leland Goodrich, 1859-1867
April
7, 1862
Monday.
Rainy. Mathews gave me a pair of pants. Went down the street [and] got tobacco
[for] 50 cents [and] cloth bush [for] 75 cents. At house all day. Nothing to
hear or see – dull. April
8, 1862
Reading
& writing. Rainy. Went to [James A.] Martin’s [1]
in the State Treasurer’s Office. He said I could come on Thursday. Called on
Scheifler at school. April
9, 1862
Cold.
Heard the children recite. Reading. Down the street, got my pants mended. Had to
pay $1.50. April
10, 1862
Went
to work in the [State] Treasurer’s Office numbering & dating bills. April
11, 1862
Rainy.
At work at the office. April
12, 1862
At
work. Called on Mathews in evening. April
13, 1862
Sunday.
At church. Called on Dr. Scheifler after dinner. Talking. Went to church with
him. Went back to office & down to Grave’s. He went to the Presbyterian
Church after supper and while standing at the hymn, fell dead by an apoplectic
fit. Good God, Thou has taken him – my only friend, my true adviser. Thou has
torn & lacerated my heart. Give me strength to bear up. May he be with [me]
always, may his advice and brotherly counsel forever abide with me. I saw a
short time after I returned [to Little Rock after my discharge from the
Confederate service] & remarked that he had a bad cold. He said yes, [that]
he was consumptive & he thought he had but a short time to remain here. He
has traveled all over Europe, Egypt, Cuba & America, understands almost all
the languages of Europe – Hebrew, Arabic, Persian, and the Egyptian
Hieroglyphics. He had written two volumes on travels & had one Literature
nearly finished, both of which he was going to publish after peace [returned].
His acquirements were great indeed. There was nothing about which he did not
know something. He told me today that he was nearly 28 years old and he could
study two years longer & then he would consider himself Master. He thought
of going to South America as a missionary. I asked him who wrote The
Culprit Fay and he told me Joseph Rodman Drake. He knows we had a pleasant
conversation. We quoted & read Burns. He says Festus has some fine passages
but on the whole it is not a book of the first quality. Oh dear friend. I came
back [from the war only] to see thou die, long after thou and others believed
that I had gone to the land where thou art now. I have lost in thee a great
treasure. The doctor’s bled him but could draw no blood. They said probably if
it was not for his asthmatic affliction, he might have lived. This is my In
Memorium to be enlarged when I feel better. April
14, 1862
Went
down to Mr. Graves & saw Dr. Scheifler. He looked as if he was sleeping and
smiling. I could scarcely restrain my tears. At the office, [I found myself]
continually think of him. [I went] down there [again] at noon. Funeral at half
past four. Rode in a fine carriage with [Ernest] Weidemann [2]
& his wife [Thea]. George & Saracen want me to take the school. Evening,
down to [Ernest] Weidemann’s. Talking with Mrs. [Eliza] Dodge. April
15, 1862
At
work. I have decided to take the school. Saw Dr. Wheat & he told me to. He
got a letter from Pine Bluff & the man says probably an opening [for a
teacher] will be there in 2 months. April
16, 1862
At
work. Afternoon rainy. Sold my overshirts for $6.00. April
17, 1862
At
work. Wrote off 1150 bill today & if paid according as some of the
[treasury] officers, I would have made $7.00.
Night, went to see Mr. Graves. They told me a good deal about Dr.
Scheifler. He had been in this country from ten to twelve years, & he said
he had been [here] only four. He said he was nearly 28 years old, but he was at
least 33 or 35 years old. He said unintentionally that he saw the falling stars
& was in Munich which took place in 1832.
He said he had $3,000 in New York, but not a cent has he there. He only
had 125 ½ dollars when he died. Mr. Graves said he spent it in a manner which
did not become a minister. He told Mrs. Graves that when she came & called
me the night I got to sleep when I was sitting up with Mr. Graves, that I said
it was a very indelicate act. She came with her night gown on or off. Mrs.
Graves said she wished I would get killed if I said any such thing. Scheifler
was something as odone shebear. His hair was getting gray. A Miss Lawrence some
way connected with the Notts of New York fell in love with Scheifler but they
would not let her marry him because he was a German. In the morning the day
Scheifler died, at the breakfast table, he repeated the verse from the bible,
“Arise, take up thy bed & go home.” The real reading as he said, but in
our bible, it is “Arise, take up thy bed & walk.” He was an incubus on
Mr. Graves. Mr. Graves was going to ship him when this session was out. He was a
strange mysterious man. He was spirited away by what disease no one absolutely
knows. What he has passed through, what he has suffered, and the members he has
deceived, no one can tell. He was in the sense of the word the poor tilt a true
Bohemian. I should judge from what I hear now that he was an unprincipled man,
going under his clerical profession as a cloak. April
18, 1862
At work. Saw Judge [Daniel] Ringo [3] [about renting a school room]. Got the room for $5.00 a month. Paid him 10 dollars. Saw Graves. Told me more of Scheifler. Scheifler had told me that he had written two volumes of travels. Graves says he has not left hardly a single line except a few sermons. He has lied as no man of his profession would. His morals are in some dispute. He spent his money, no one knows how or where. He was ambitious of getting along & up in the world & he did not care by what means. He did not do as well as he expected and he became dejected, sorrowful – it preyed on his spirit and he died. He thought by getting into the Episcopal Church would be to his interest & he tried & succeeded, but done it with a good deal of tact & cunning though. I do not believe that he was sincere in the least. I don’t believe he had much religion at all. He may have been taking opium or some other narcotic. He was capable of a good deal that was noble & a good deal that was base.
Judge
Daniel Ringo April
19, 1862
Saturday.
Cold & rainy. At work. I have been in the [State] Treasurer’s Office 9
days. April
20, 1862
Sunday.
At Sunday school. Rainy. Afternoon, at [Ernest] Weidemann’s.
He said Scheifler had not written travels [and] that he was a perfect
riddle to him. Scheifler told several times who should be his pall bearers, what
Weidemann should play at his funeral, and often said he would not live long. A
German saying is that, “If you paint the Devil on the wall, he will come to
get you.” April
21, 1862
Began
school. Had thirteen [scholars]. Dr. [Roderick L.] Dodge [4]
told me to get another place to board. Could not. I feel badly. April
22, 1862
In
school. Got a place [to board] at Mrs. [Sarah] Adamson’s. [5]
Mrs. [Eliza] Dodge asked me nothing for staying here. April
23, 1862
In
school. Afternoon, moved to Mrs. Adamson’s. Down street. Louis Kumpe [6]
got home. Like the [boarding] place pretty well. Cool & pleasant here. April
24, 1862
Warm.
In school. Down street after school. Saw Fulsom. Nothing new. Wrote letters to
[cousin Lucy] Fiddis & [Henry] Handerson the 22nd and sent them that day.
Reading in the afternoon. April
25, 1862
Rainy
in the morning. Down street in afternoon. Got my deed from Dr. [Roderick L.]
Dodge. Miss Eddy here in the evening – a school mistress. I do not know what
to do for a living. I do not know whether to practice law or medicine. If I had
started on medicine, I could have done better in this country than at law. But I
will get out of debt first. I ought to think what I shall do for a business now
& be preparing myself for it. I think I will study medicine. April
26, 1862
Down
to Dr. [Roderick L.] Dodge’s. Had a pleasant call. Down to Graves’. Saw Mr.
[James] Martin & the fellows at the [State] Treasury Office. Reading. April
27, 1862
At
Presbyterian Church. Reading. I have made up my mind to study Spanish & when
I can go to Cuba and teach. I think I can do better & make some money. So I
will get some books & commence the study of that language. Evening, heard
Mr. Sample preach. It was on the unpardonable sin. He thought when a man dies in
his sin, he then commits a crime against the holy Ghost. When a person is
indifferent to salvation & finally the Holy Spirit leaves him. April
28, 1862
Warm.
In school. Down street in afternoon. Got my pay of $20 at the Treasurer’s
Office. Paid tax on land $4.80. One part was not advertised correctly & I
have lost it. Reading Church History at Prayer Meeting. April
29, 1862
In
school. Reading. Down the street. Fulsom said he would recite to me in Latin and
then told me that he had not time now [as] he is taking lessons of Graves. Got a
Spanish book of [Ernest] Weidemann’s to study. Rather cool today. Nothing new.
Saw Mathews. April
30, 1862
In
school. Studying Spanish. Down to see [Ernest] Weidemann. The Graves are stingy
and miserly. They want all of Dr. Scheifler’s things. Nothing new.
[1]
This is most likely James A. Martin, age 31, in 1862. [2]
Ernest Weidemann was a 38 year-old teacher of music and foreign languages
who lived in [3]
Judge
Daniel Ringo (1803-1873) was the Chief Justice of the Arkansas
State Supreme Court from 1836-1844, and Judge of the U.S.
District Court for Arkansas from 1844-1861. [4] Dr. Roderick Lathrop Dodge was one of the earliest citizens of Little Rock. He was born in 1808 in Vermont, graduated from Dartmouth College and the Philadelphia Medical College, and then worked as a missionary physician among the Indians. In 1842, he came to Little Rock, practiced medicine and embarked in the drug business with a store on East Markham Street. He was married first to Emmeline Bradshaw, then to Eliza Bradshaw. [5]
Mrs.
Sarah [Carter] Adamson was the widow of planter John Adamson who
died in July 1861 at age 66. Born on 27 July 1799, Sarah was a native of Pennsylvania
and was, prior to her marriage in February 1844, a school teacher in Little Rock. In the 1860
U.S.
Census, John Adamson’s real estate was valued at $25,000 and his personal
property was valued at $20,000. Living in the household at that time were
Lewis Adamson, born in [6]
Louis
Kumpe enlisted in Company A (the “Capitol Guards”) of the 6th
Arkansas Infantry on 1 September 1861, the same day as Ralph. He was
discharged from Confederate service on 15 April 1862. |
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