At
home. Took a walk up the river. Came home, read, & wrote some. Evening, went
to the theatre.
Took Kellogg along. [It] cost $1.50. Tolerably good.
Cold
day. At church; [took] communion. Commenced to write a lecture on superstitions.
Reading.
In
school. Gibbon came. Plattenburg, [the Campbellite preacher,] came & heard
some of the lessons.
In
school. Evening, went to the theatre with Captain [Syberg] & wife, &
[their son] Fred. [They] played, “The Honeymoon” & “The Eton Boy.”
In
school. Cross. Went down the street. Got an Eclectic [Magazine]. Went to Dr.
[John T.] Wheat’s lecture. Little fly up [spat] with Mrs. Syberg.
In
school. Feel sick. Nothing new. Went down the street to [post] office. Reading.
I fear that I shall not hear from the gentleman at Alexandria [Louisiana].
In
school. Helped Mrs. Syberg cut mince meat. Evening, the clerk boarding here
staid in evening & we played cards. I beat. Had punch.
Helped
Mrs. Syberg. Afternoon, wrote letter home. Took it down [to the post office] got
a book for Mr. Mathews. Got hair cut. Attended the funeral of a Senator at the
capitol. Somewhere in the first of December this year – what night I have
forgotten – after I had gone to bed & [was] almost asleep, I heard as
plainly as I could see in broad daylight, a voice call my name. It was none in
the house for they were all too distant and it sounded as if it was just by my
bedside. I cannot account for it.
Miss
Faulkner, the daughter of the Arkansas Traveler,
is rather pretty & very soft. Last year she came very near running off with
an actor. This year, she has fallen in love with [S. H.] Hubbard – one of the
actors – and has written him several notes to meet him. He refused [her]
saying he did not want to be kicked out of town. I think if I ever was in love,
it was when I was in Florida & with Annie Ward. But oh! I tremble for the
consequences if I had had the presumption to essay. She would have hated me more
than she does now. How many charges, crosses, and insults one must meet.
Sunday
school. At church. Morning, reading & writing. Mr. Mathews came [and I] lent
him an Eclectic [Magazine] & [an] Astronomy [book]. Sat with him downstairs
[and we] talked awhile. I feel indignant that he did not introduce me to Mr. [W.
C.] Stout, [the Episcopal clergyman].
In
school. Quite warm. Whipped the two Jones boys today. Do not feel well.
In
school. Went down the street. Attended lecture in the evening.
In
school. Cam Watkins up. Went down the street. Captain Syberg went to a wedding,
[leaving me] at home alone with Annie.
Tickling each other.
Cold.
In school. Afternoon, Mr. Mathews was not present [but] I got along with them
all. Colonel [John Baker] Thompson, President of the [St. John’s Preparatory]
College, returned. Playing dominoes. Evening, went down the street. Mrs. Syberg
said today that she was so much void of anything like affectation that she
disliked [seeing] it in others. She compares everything with Philadelphia, [her
home town]. They are better in Philadelphia – better people, better meals,
[and] better society. Philadelphia is the mecca of her society-faith. Had a good
glass of punch tonight.
Last
night Annie, the Irish girl, told me how James Donnehey [Donaghey?] of New York
came over. He was a strong political man at Munster, in parliament, and went in
for reform. [He] made a speech once at a place called the ‘Devil’s Hole’
[and] was arrested & put into prison. Her father went to him & brought
some letters away for him & concealed them in his stockings. He was arrested
& was going to be searched but a friend came up & said that the jailor
was a relation of Annie’s father & thus saved him. The man escaped from
prison & was concealed in a haystack. Afterward, [he] met a beggar, changed
clothes [with him], colored his hair, & got to a seaport & worked his
passage over. And when he arrived in New York [City], he exclaimed, “I am at
last free.”
The
Captain manages to keep me busy. Today he had me help fix the doorbell &
hang a lamp. [Today is his son] Fred’s birthday – seven years old.
In
school. Cold. Evening, Kellogg came up and said he had got a horse for me to go
to the mines.
Went over & saw Mr. Mathews. [He] wanted me to go down & get some
oysters. He paid for them. I got some lager & we had a good time.
Got
up pretty early [and] had breakfast in the kitchen. Kellogg came up about seven
and we went over to his mothers. They fussed around & got two horses for us
about nine. I helped his step-father down from the loft where he had gone to get
a bridle. We went at a good rate through woods – one or two places cleared –
over hills, some of which were almost entirely of large sandstones covered with
oaks, hickory, and small underwood. We
stopped at where he used to live about a mile from the mines & took dinner,
coffee, biscuits (good for the country), & venison. [The] people [were]
ignorant. They had two little pigs in the dining room running about &
rooting into everything, a blazing fire on the hearth but the doors wide open
– a southern custom. Afternoon, we went to the mines on a side hill, not very
densely covered with small wood. [They] had not been worked for ten years, [and
the] pits [were] almost filled up. [We] found two small pieces of lead ore &
quartz. Started for home about three, cut across through the woods pell mell
through the brush and got scratched some. Got home about five, tired. Annie came
in my room.
In
church. Bishop here – a young man about 25. Good sermon. Said the Episcopal
church [was] the only one that did not meddle with politics. Sunday school. I am
librarian now. Mrs. [Salena] Wheat has her class [and I] was introduced to her.
She is a fine woman [and] invited me to call on her. Evening, at church with
Fred [Syberg]. The young man that was ordained this morning preached. Gone to
bed when I returned.
In
school. One night this week, Mr. Mathews & I got some oysters & had Mrs.
Syberg cook them.
It
has been very rainy.
Received
an invitation to the Governor’s Party. Saw a Theta Delta Chi
[named Deuel] down the street [who graduated] from Union [College]. Nice fellow.
Went
down the street & bought gloves & perfumery for the party. Went about
nine o’clock with Captain [Syberg] and his wife. We had Tilla Stout to go with
us. There was a perfect gain. Was introduced to the Governor. [There was] a
great deal of drinking [and] a good many were drunk. I was awfully tight. No
very pretty ladies there. Society is rough. I came home alone and do not know
how Annie found me lying on the floor & put me to bed. I tried to compel her
– cum miki cubitum ire
– but could not. A great many saw me [at the party] & enquired who I was.
I looked terribly ghostly, they said.
In
school. Feel badly. [My] head aches. I do not think Mr. Mathews liked me to get
so drunk. Saw Deuel. Helping [Mrs. Syberg] cut sausage meat.
Went
down the street with Captain [and] got some things for [his son] Fred [and] a
purse for Mrs. Syberg [for Christmas]. Wrote letters; one to Mrs. Adams [in]
Florida, [one to] Johnson [in] Davenport [Iowa], [one to cousin] Lucy Stratton,
[and one to my sister] Augusta. Evening, saw Deuel [and] drank with him. Captain
[Syberg] went away this noon. Night, wrote letter for Annie in my room. Took
possession of her charms. I feel sorry but I can’t help it. She led me on by
her advances.
At
church. Went down for Deuel [and he] went with me. At Sunday school, feel as if
I have dome wrong. Wrote a letter home tonight.
Monday.
Rainy. Afternoon, came home through the rain. I put down the stairs carpet [for
Mrs. Syberg]. Afternoon, went to church. Did a good deal of running about for
Captain Syberg. Helped at the church. Evening, helped fix the Christmas tree for
Captain [Syberg]. Went to bed late.
Christmas.
In parlor with Fred [Syberg]. Got a book from Mr. Mathews for a Christmas gift.
Mr. Mathews brought some ladies to see the [Christmas] tree [but] did not
introduce me to them. Had a good dinner & wine. Afternoon, went down the
street. Saw Cam Watkins. Brought Deuel to supper. Went to church to attend the
Christmas festival.
Writing
on “superstition” finished. Helped Captain [Syberg]. Went down the street.
Got a letter from Austin, from [cousin] Jim Fiddis, & from Dr. Weems,
Alexandria [Louisiana]. [Weems] said
he had written for a gentleman [to teach] and had expected him to come, but if
he did not, he would write to me. The Calithumpians
– a company of riders dressed in masks & fantastically – were out
yesterday & today.
Reading
some law & Arabian Nights. Invited
to a party at the hall. Went [and] had a good time. Returned about 12 at night.
Rainy.
Reading. Went down the street. Evening, called on Mr. Mathews. Today Captain
Syberg & [his] wife have been unbearably insolent. Tonight, I went out &
got some ash wood for kindling my fire – as I almost always do – and Mrs.
Syberg said, “Are you going to use all that pine for your fire?” She is a
she-devil.
Reading.
Captain [Syberg] went up the river.
Sunday.
At church. Dr. [John T.] Wheat preached a good sermon on the closing year.
Evening, had a quarrel with Mrs. Syberg. She called me downstairs to fill the
lamps [with oil]. I did & lighted one. I was turning it down, but before I
got it down, it blazed up & she howled terribly. A second [more] almost, it would have broken the globe but I pulled it
off & blew it out. She commenced on me & said I was a fool and
everything [else] she could think of. I told [her] what I was doing, [that] I
was turning it down to moderate the light. She said I was not as she knew
[better]. I said it was a falsehood. She said she would not be called a liar in
her own [home] & told me to get another place to board. I went out to see if
Mr. Mathews was in & told her that I would wait till he came & I would
see when I could get a place to board. She quieted down & begged my pardon
for being so rash, after [which] I spent a pleasant evening. She [began] telling
[me] about seductions, etc., till I fairly blushed.
In
school. Went down the street. Saw the calithumpians, grotesquely dressed. Got
two letters; one from J. Belknap [and] one from Manget. Evening, reading &
studying.