The Diaries of Ralph Leland Goodrich, 1859-1867

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December 1, 1864

Down the street. I think Lange can go on whenever his goods come. I was at the Treasurer’s Office. Bridges paid me 8 dollars. Sent letter home & one to [my cousin] James Hollister in Memphis .

December 2, 1864

Yesterday got a government boarder. Today some men rented ___ as good for wood & will pay me 10 dollars per month. Down the street.

December 3, 1864

Working at home. Afternoon, got permit for Lange.

December 4, 1864

Sunday.  Yesterday, got a note from a Lady in town who is acquainted with [my cousin] Lucy Stratton. Invited me to call. Did so today [but there was] no one there. Down the street. Nothing new.

December 5, 1864

Went up to Botsford. Down the street.

December 6, 1864

Down the street. Weidemann drunk. He can get me a place with Hollender. Yoest here in the evening. Nothing new. I can’t do anything yet.

December 7, 1864

Cold. Down the street. Saw Hollender. Said he would take me for a bar keeper when he opened. Saw Fauche. Nothing new. I feel sick.

December 8, 1864

Very cold. Down the street. Nothing new. At Schreifer’s. Fauche was speaking yesterday as if he could get a permit & he would take me as a partner, but he can’t, he tells me. So one disappointment comes after another.

December 9, 1864

Down the street. Nothing new. At Egan’s. Did not learn anything.

December 10, 1864

Cutting wood at Mrs. Fulton’s. Paid rent. Down the street. Nothing new. Mary quite sick.

December 11, 1864

Sunday. At home all day. Cold.

December 12, 1864

Down the street. Templeton came up & wanted me to stand at the door at the theatre. Went down at night. Got home after twelve o’clock.

December 13, 1864

Lange came about five in the morning. Did not sleep any good. Had a quarrel with Julius Bridges this morning. At Egan’s. At theatre. Bell got mad because Templeton & Addis hired me without asking him & said he was part owner of the concern & he would attend to the door himself. He said that he should not be fucked by a limber prick.  I went down and told Addis. He told me to stay. I went into the office with _____. He talked of his old times, how well he got along peddling, in getting some old cribbed fellow to buy something when before someone had told him that if he called on him he would be kicked out. Addis seems to be very pleasant, gentlemanly, & communicative. But Bell is a very fart in the gourd. He …is a perfect whiffit & wharf rat.  

[Missing a page] [1]

December 22, 1864

Too cold to be at shebang. Down the street & across the river looking for a place. Borrowed twenty-five dollars of Koenig. Very cold. Mary still sick. Big Fa__ing left today. I feel sick.

December 23, 1864

Down the street. All forenoon, did nothing. We got saloon [over the] river [but the] rent [is] sixty dollars. Egan told me he could not lend me any money. I saw Yoest, he could not [lend me any money;] nor [could] Schreifer. At Schreifer’s saloon in the evening. Rubbing Mary tonight. She is getting worse all the time. I have been rubbing her for several weeks with liniment. I don’t think she will live. But Oh God, grant that she may be spared yet awhile. I hope she will get well. Oh God, forgive her & bring her to a better mind & prepare her to die, if it be thy will to take her hence. But Oh God, spare her yet if it be thy will. Do not take her yet.

December 24, 1864

Fixing up Saloon all day. Took in three dollars & a half today. Saw Flower tonight. Asked him to lend me some money. He did not have any to lend. Mary quite bad off. She can hardly walk. I do hope she may get better.

December 25, 1864

Sunday. I never, I think, spent such a dull Christmas in my life as I have today. I have no money to buy anything with. At saloon part of the day. Mary still very bad. Wrote letter to [my] brother Jim.

December 26, 1864

At saloon. Business pretty good. Mary very sick today. Rather warm & pleasant.

December 27, 1864

At saloon. Business dull. Mary sick. Sent for doctor. Borrowed 5 dollars of Egan to pay for some medicine. Mick & another have bought out a saloon for $1700 & go into it. It takes in from 80 to 100 dollars a day. Egan is lucky or I am unlucky. My sins are now coming upon me. I am reaping the harvest of inequity, poverty & trouble. Oh God, grant that Mary may recover her health.

December 28, 1864

At saloon. No business at all. Rather cold. Mary still sick. I do not know whether she will recover or not. Egan is in the new saloon. We can’t get a license yet.

December 29, 1864

At saloon. Up till 12 last night with Mary. We cannot get a license to sell [liquor]. Feel badly. Oh God, grant that we may do good business. Oh prosper me. God grant that Mary may recover from her sickness. Restore her to health. [Twenty-four year-old Annie] Blanche Scott was married the other night to Lt. Col. George O[scar] Sokalski, [2] formerly on General Steel’s staff. Lange feels badly because he cannot get a license & today he got drunk.

December 30, 1864

Cold. At saloon. Lange talks badly about me. Calls me a fool &c. I was boozy today. Sat up with Mary till two in the morning.

December 31, 1864

At saloon. Schreifer told Lange that the reason he could not get a license was because he was in partnership with me & that DeKay said so. Schreifer said that Dekay said I came up to him & wanted to put out of my house that innocent family of Bridges & asked Schreifer what Lange wanted to do with that Goodrich. I think everything is working against me. I can’t do anything, nor will those in power give me anything. Oh, I do not know what will become of me. God grant that I may get something to do. Got grant that Mary may recover from her sickness. Restore her to health. Oh God, take her not away now. Spare her, Oh God. Business pretty good at saloon today. Took in twenty-seven or twenty-eight dollars.

 

[1] Perhaps the missing page in Goodrich’s diary noted receipt of the following letter from his sister Augusta who was in Owego visiting her mother and other relatives. That letter, along with one from his sister Sarah, appears below.  

December 14, 1864      

My dear brother Ralph.  We were glad to hear from you today but sorry to hear your business prospects were so poor. Would it not be better to leave Little Rock altogether & come north? I think if you were here you could find employment that would pay better than being there. We all think so and Ma thinks you ought to come home. I think perhaps your health would be better here. Cannot you settle up your affairs there & if you have not means enough, Steve can send some if it is safe. But my advice is to leave there. James Hollister was home the last I heard. His business was broken up just as yours was. I would rather be here than at Memphis.  

[My husband] James concluded after the difficulties there in Kansas not to come for us until February so we are here for the winter. They have had a great deal of trouble in Kansas. Every man over 18 & under 60 was ordered out to meet [General Sterling] Price & about 100 were taken prisoners from Shawnee County and many of them were old neighbors & acquaintances of ours. Price in his retreat kept them six days & they were robbed of money, overcoats & boots & some days had to travel 40 miles & wade streams sometimes waist deep & then lie down in their wet clothes without blankets. Price parolled them in six days but they had been treated so & almost starved too that they went home only to die. Our nearest neighbor when we lived near Topeka was one & James went down to see him & found him dying & preached his funeral sermon. Several had died right about there & others very sick.  

Gurd [Horton] & Mary are up tonight. They have a very pretty baby – Fannie Augusta. Steve killed hogs today – two for Ma & two for himself, which he sold. They are small but his two came to over $50.00. Pork is very high. He got $16.00 per hundred. He paid the taxes today also. In all they were $135.70. And last year [they were only] $29.00. They raised bounties for volunteers which made the taxes so high. Mrs. Harriett Mosher has come to make a visit for the first time since they moved away some ten or eleven years ago. Aunt Lucy [Fiddis] and [her daughter] Lucy are well. We visited there last week. Ma has a cold & cough but is better than she was. Frank Platt is very feeble.  

Write often as you can, Ralph. We often talk of you and wish you were here. And I would certainly leave there. With much love as ever, your affectionate sister, -- Augusta

December 14, 1864    Owego [New York]

Dear brother Ralph.  We received your letter of December 1st today. It makes us feel so bad to have you so low spirited and hopeless. I would not stay there another day if it was possible to get away. Come home, and you can get a place to do something I am sure, either at Washington, or Mr. Bristol may have a place for you. You can get into some business where you can earn something. Do not stay in a place where everything goes wrong with you as it seems to have been always at Little Rock.

George Stratton asks why you do not come home and get into some business here at the North. If you have not the means to come, [your brother] Steve will send you the money if it would be safe to do so. Or if you could do any kind of work to get money & settle up everything and come home. I don't know what to write to cheer you. To be sure, I have always lived in our quiet country home and do not know much of the rough and tumble of the world, but I find even here there is a dark and a bright side to most of my troubles, and it is best, & one can, I have found, look upon the bright side. You have stayed there hoping for the best, until now you seem to have got pretty low on the ladder. And now I would turn a cold shoulder on the place and leave the people who will not appreciate your worth. We have looked for you this fall, and only a few days ago Ma thought she saw you coming over from the railroad. But it turned into someone else before they got here.

We are very busy getting ready for Christmas. We are going to have a tree, and are making little things for the children to hang on it. [Your sister] Mary is coming up and perhaps Lucy [Fiddis] will come over. I wish you could be here.

We are going to feel anxious about James [Goodrich]. He expected to be back to Topeka by the middle of November. I was so glad Augusta and the children are here. There has been so much trouble there since she came. It will be lonely enough when they go back. I wish they could live nearer home.

Helen Bristol is going to be married next Tuesday to a Mr. Richardson who lives near Portage. He is in the army and was very badly wounded in October. Since he was wounded, he has received a Captain's commission. Janet McCallum Patch is very low with consumption. She is home now and they do not think she will live to go back to Towanda again. We hear that Mr. McCallum has sold his place. He does not live with his family at all [and] has not been home in two or three years. Have we written to you that Hat Wallace & Ike Horton were married? 

I hope you feel better than when you wrote. But I should close up my business if I was in your place & come home. Write as soon as you get this. If your partner had cheated you once, he would very likely do it again. All send love. Goodbye. Ever your affectionate sister -- Sarah

[2] Lt. Col. George O. Sokalski, an 1861 West Point graduate, served as an Assistant Adjutant General on General Steele’s staff in 1864. He was born in 1839 and died at Fort Laramie in 1867.  Annie Blanche (Scott) Sokalski, George's wife, is featured in Dee Brown's book, The Gentle Tamers: Women of the Old Wild West, page 59-66.

 

 

The Ralph Goodrich Collection is the property of the Arkansas History Commission.