February
7, 1865 Owego [New York]
Dear
Brother Ralph. I have but a few minutes to spare & can write but a few
lines. Stephen sends you a check of one hundred dollars on the Tioga bank in
a letter which we will mail this afternoon with this. They told him that was
the safest way to send it. I hope you will get it all right. I hope your
circumstances will improve in the spring. It seems to me that you could do
better here at the North, and your health better. I believe you have been
worse than you let us know. If those people that you lent to will not pay,
can’t they be turned out? Do you have the rheumatism now? What has made
your hair come out? Write us more particulars about yourself. Does Lucy
Stratton’s friend live there in Little Rock?
[Augusta’s son] John goes to school [here in Owego] and makes great improvement in
reading. The teacher – a Mr. Holdridge from Spencer – is going to have
an exebition at the close of the school. John speaks the piece, “You _____
expect one of my age.” [His
little brother] Willie has learned nearly the whole of it & says it is
very funny indeed. Willie has been sick nearly all winter, but is better so
that he walks around now. [Stephen’s
horse] Prince is sick or lame, so that Steve cannot use him. I hope you can
do better than to go farther south in the spring. Write as soon as you
receive this for we shall be anxious to hear. All send love. Write as often
as you can. Ever your affectionate sister, -- Sarah [Goodrich]
In
response to Sarah’s letter, Goodrich wrote his mother the following:
February
1865
Little Rock, Arkansas
My
dear mother & all. I
received the letter from Sarah saying that Steve would send a check by the
same mail several days before I received the latter. I am very much obliged
for it but I don’t know when I will be able to repay it. Sarah asks me
some questions which I have never thought proper to write before. I have
been very sick, but with nothing worse than chills & fever. I am over
with that now I think, but I am weak. The doctor tells me I have the heart
disease. I have had a bad cold & cough for several months and I am glad
I have given up school teaching. But you need not be alarmed about me now. I
believe I am getting sound & well again. The falling out of my hair was
only the result of fever. I had it cut short off to my head & shaved my
face clean, & now I look just like a baby. You said you would write a
receipt for my hair. I wish you would in your next.
I
have visited Lucy Stratton’s friend several times and I find her a very
agreeable and intelligent young lady. She told me that her hair had begun to
fall out since she came here. Her husband has been in Little Rock
nearly a year & he has got nearly bald. There is no bank here and I do
not know what to do with the Draft unless I sell it at a discount to some
Commission merchant who does business in New York City. I was trying yesterday to see what I could do with it. If I cannot dispose
of it, I should be obliged to send it back to you. The
Adams
Express company must certainly have an agent in Owego. Chatfield used to be
the agent & you sent butter to New York City. That express company is good enough & anything sent by
Adams
Express would come safe enough. You could send anything with safety to me
that way.
I
have no clothes. The pants & coat you sent me before the war from Platt
I still wear as a Sunday suit, but rather thread bear. If we could have kept
on last summer doing the same business that we did, I would have two or
three thousand dollars by this time. Some men have made fortunes here since
the army came and others have lost their all. If the army is paid off soon,
or before it leaves this post, we would do good business. But as it is, we
do not pay expenses & are running in debt every day. There is a good
deal owing to us & when the soldiers get money, we will then have some.
I eat but two meals a day & sometimes but one. [Remainder of letter
missing]