…Got
a letter from [Governor] Brown in Florida. Wants me to go there & teach.
…Answer
two advertisements to teach. One at Philadelphia. The other at Richmond,
Virginia.
Pleasant day. Got a letter from
[my sister] Augusta. [She] was in Leavenworth
& well [arriving there] the same week Saturday. Mrs. George [Gray?] Davis’ niece died this morning at Smithboro. Gone to attend the funeral. Mr. &
Mrs. Fitch here. Went on the river with Johnson in a sail boat.
Warm
but smoky. [My sister] Mary went to Newfield with Fitch. Pa quite sick.
Election.
Pleasant
day. Got new pair of boots. Election gone Republican. [Nathaniel] Davis
said to me that the masons offered to take [him] in the lodge, nominate him
& elect him to the office of Judge. He said that if Strong had declined
& the Democrats had not nominated anyone, he could have beaten [the
Republican candidate, Thomas] Farrington …
He advised me to become a mason.
…Papers
full of dissolution of the Union.
Got
a recommendation from [Nathaniel] Davis. Fixing to go to Ithaca
tomorrow [to take the bar examination]. Hoping & doubting considerably.
…Went
to the court house [in Ithaca] & seventeen were in the class. Nearly all had been studying [law] between
2 & 3 & 4 years. The examining committee were [Douglass] Boardman
from
Ithaca, Johnson from Delaware, & [Henry R.] Mygatt
from Oxford. We were examined from 7 till 12 through a very strict & hard one. Thence I
went to [Charlotte] Warner’s. They had a small party & then I went to
[James] Stansbury’s [to visit Carrie].
Took
breakfast there, then took a walk with them to court house. Heard that only 3
were admitted [to the bar and I did not pass]….
I
hardly know whether but I am resolved to go through [with the study of law] now.
This defeat is too much & too provoking. It is a disgrace and I want to get
away as soon as possible. It’s my ill luck and can’t now be helped. There is
no use to cry… I will put my trust in God.
Got
a letter from Bishop [Benjamin B.] Smith
of Kentucky. Says it is rather late to go there for a school.
…called
at Pecks. Son
at home. Advised me not to go to Virginia
for the times were bad. Wanted me to go with him as an agent for the sale of
sewing machines. Said we could make money at it.
I said I would go with him. I went to Davis
’s [law] office. Saw [Willoughby] Babcock & [Nathaniel] Davis. Babcock advised me to get my life insured & borrow $300 & go to
Albany
Law
School
for a term. The cost would be about one hundred. Got a letter from [cousin]
Fanny Rockwood
& one from [my sister] Augusta. Told the folks about the agency [to sell sewing machines]. [They] thought it
not best to go into it.
Went
to hall & heard Crain lecture on temperance.