Cold.
In school. Flogged Jones. Went down street.
Rather
cold & windy. In school. Reading [Stephen A.] Douglas’ paper in Harper’s
[Weekly] on Popular Sovereignty. [I
was] introduced to Mr. Pattenburg, the Campbellite preacher at school. Took a
walk down street. I shall study & try to be something. I want to get some
book that I can learn something by heart everyday [so as to gain] a better
command of language & improve my memory.
Went
down the street with Henry Watkins. No letters for me. Went up to the parade
ground [at the Federal Arsenal]. He spoke of going to California in the summer
or fall [and] I said I would go with him. Helped put up a stove here [at the
boarding house]. Afternoon, went down the street with Captain Syberg & got a
hat [which] cost $4.00. Drunk lager with him. The old lady & Captain had hot
times. Evening, went to hear a speech in favor of [Stephen] Douglas. [Got] home
about ten.
Sunday.
Mr. Mathews wanted me to go over to the school house [as] there was a dead hen
down the well. I went down & got it out. At church, [had] communion [and a]
funeral. Afternoon, Mrs. [Edith] Syberg is personal in her remarks to me,
impudent & saucy. Finished a letter to Austin. Got a cold. Writing. I
can’t do much [due to] the eternal gibbering of this hussy old woman.
In
school. Afternoon, went down [to the State Capitol] expecting to hear speaking
[but] did not. After school, went [down and] heard Sutton [and] Fellows once
till evening [and then] joined a torch light procession. Today, I moved to a
room upstairs at [my] boarding place. Sat at the school house after the parade
& talked with Mr. Mathews. Got a nice vest at Henry’s [that] cost me five
dollars.
Election.
They think the State will go for Breckinridge. Went down the street [and] put
letter in [post] office to Austin. Called on Mr. Mathews. [We] have 33 scholars
in all now.
In
school. Rainy & cold. Got a bad cold. The folks here are impudent, but
good-hearted I think. They thought today that I would have to pay them 3 dollars
a month for wood. They are exacting as the Devil. I had some of Fred’s [toy
building] blocks & in placing them up, [Captain] Syberg said that I had no
taste nor invention, no idea of the beautiful or of utility. I gave him a sharp
answer. Yesterday, he called me a salamander. I have not yet heard from home
& I do not know what to think. It is strange. I shall hope & trust in
God. I fear something is wrong at home, but do not wish to believe my fears.
Cold
& cloudy. In school. My cold is no better. Stillwell has left school
[leaving] only 32 in number. Took a walk down the street. I can not make much
here in this school. I will make just about enough to pay my way & that’s
all. It is bad. Terrible. And I am disappointed.
Went
to school. Gave a holiday [to the scholars]. Went down the street [and] heard
that New York had gone for Lincoln. Went to the fair, took Fred [Syberg]. Had a
tournament.
Went over to Mr. Mathews [and] had a long talk with him. He does not like Mrs.
Syberg. He thinks she is awful.
Wrote
a letter to Major Ward & one home. Sent them. Received two from home. Went
to the [State Capitol to hear the] Legislature awhile. Reading & feel sick
[with a] headache.
Sunday.
Sick all day. Cam Watkins came in the morning & staid awhile. Reading some
[Lord] Byron & Greek History. Went to bed early.
Monday.
Mr. Mathews came early & said that Mrs. Thomson was dead & he would not
be in school in the morning. I took charge. [He] was there in the afternoon.
Evening, went over & we made out the school bills for this month. I get
$57.50. He wants me to go over &
room with him. He thinks it will be cheaper. Reading & studying. I do not
know what to do. I am freer where I am than over there.
In
school. Mr. Mathews not there in the
morning [but] came after a time. I told Mrs. Syberg about leaving [her boarding
house]. Tonight Mr. Mathews came over & settled with Captain [Syberg] &
paid his bill, crediting to me $26.20. I gave him a receipt. Mr. Mathews gave me
0.25 from Sunday school class for the missionary society. Evening, went to
church & heard a lecture from Dr. [John T.] Wheat on the early history of
the church. He says the Gentiles had not only traditional, but also written
testimony of the coming of Christ. The sybilism pophisus at Rome related to the
coming of Christ. Reading and studying.
Rainy
in morning. Afternoon, two new boys came [to our school]. Down the street. Got a
paper from J. J. Belknap. Took a short walk.
Rainy
in morning. [Henry M.] Rector
was inaugurated [Governor of Arkansas] today & we let the boys go for the
forenoon. The military were out. Went [to see the festivities]. Henry Watkins
went last night down in the country to teach. Evening, reading to Captain Syberg.
Today, Mr. Mathews paid me $31.30 for my month’s work.
Cold.
In school. Nothing very unusual. Captain [Syberg is] sick. Went down the street.
In evening, studying, reading, & writing. I have to work hard & shall
have to when we get farther advanced in the books. But when I get over them
once, I can get along better. Going along at a good rate in Geometry &
Algebra, and Latin. Not so far in Greek yet.
Saturday.
While shaving, Mr. Mathews came over & wanted to sell me a pair of boots.
[They were] heavy new [ones] that did not fit him. I gave $5.00 for them. Went
down the street & bought a fine pair of boots for $8.50.
Got a letter & paper from home. Came up & wrote a letter to
Manget & [cousin] Jim Fiddis at Alexandria, Louisiana. Went down the street
in the forenoon with Captain [Syberg]. Went to [hear the] Legislature [at the
State Capitol]. Afternoon, went down again with Captain [Syberg]. He bought me a
cane. Got an Eclectic Magazine. Evening, [spent] reading to Captain [Syberg].
Went down the street with Mrs. Syberg & got a dollar’s worth of stamps.
Sunday.
Prepared for church. Two excellent sermons. The afternoon one was on the
Proverbs, 1 chapter, verse 6. At Sunday school. Reading Eclectic [Magazine].
Evening, had a hot discussion with the Captain on the negro. Mrs. Syberg [was]
rather insulting.
In
school. Went down the street. Got another pair of boots & exchanged the
others. Went down after supper & got some lager for the Captain. Mr. Mathews
came up about 8 & staid till nine. Had a long talk with him. He wants me to
come over & room with him & I think I shall. Reading.
In
school. Cold. Another new scholar [has joined our school] & probably one
[more] tomorrow. Went down the street & took a letter for Graham for stuff
for whiskers. The [Syberg’s] have said if I went over to Mr. Mathews’ room,
they could not board me for less than $20 a month. It will not be cheaper than
now. Evening, went to hear Dr. [John T.] Wheat lecture.
In
school. Mr. Syberg’s assistant here. Received a letter
from Handerson, forwarded from Florida, saying that he had written that I could
get a place in Alexandria, Louisiana. Wrote to him in New Orleans & also to
Dr. Weems – the person [Henry Handerson said was looking for a teacher].
In evening, Mr. Mathews asked Captain [Syberg] and I over to his room. We
had oysters & whiskey, and played dominoes. Mrs. Syberg stormed [at us] when
we came home about eleven.
Rainy.
In school. I asked one of the Jones’ today what was the difference between a
raccoon & a coon. He said the coon was she one, the raccoon
was the he one. Sent off my letters; one to Handerson, the other
to Dr. Weems [in Alexandria, Louisiana]. Got one from [cousin] Lucy Stratton.
Played cards with Captain & Mrs. Syberg. Went over to Mr. Mathews. He said
that I had better stay here if they were going to charge me twenty dollars a
month [for board] if I went over to room with him. I rather think he would like
to have me get that place in Louisiana as there is a relative of his
acquaintance coming here & his friends have applied to him [for a teaching
position]. Whatever, or however this matter may turn, I hope for the best.
Snowing
in morning. In school. Not many there. Very cold. Mr. Linda, Captain [Syberg’s]
assistant here. Evening, went down street & got some whiskey for Captain [Syberg].
[Mr.] Linda was here. Had some punch & played cards. I beat with the
Captain. They say here that [Mr.] Linda is not a refined person; that he is not
well versed in the code chivalry. If they do not think so of him, they [must]
think less of me in that respect; but I do not call them good judges. Feel the
effects of liquor somewhat.
Cold.
Here [at the boarding house] helping all day. Mr. & Mrs. Syberg got
into a quarrel [and] both swore. She gave [their son] Fred an awful whipping
this morning. She calls him [an] oaf & a confounded rascal, & fool, etc.
Went to [Mt. Holly] cemetery to see if I could find the grave of Charles
Goodrich. Could not. Went down the street. Got a paper from home & a letter
from [my sister] Augusta. Evening, wrote a letter home.
Sunday.
At church. Reading & studying.
In
school. Rainy. One session [only today]. Put letter [I wrote yesterday] in
[post] office; got one from home, [and] got [an] Eclectic [Magazine].
In
school. Rainy. One session. Went down the street. Mrs. Syberg & the Captain
do not think that Mathews uses me like a gentleman. They think he might ask me
out to see some of the ladies. I do not see why he does not. If the feminine do
not want to see me, well & good. I am content to forgo the pleasure of their
acquaintance. And if Mathews is ashamed to take me, so be it. I am content.
Reading. There is a party at Johnson’s; Mathews has gone. Captain [Syberg]
said tonight that probably he could let me do some work during vacation by which
I could make a hundred dollars. I wish he could.
In
school. Boys bad. Captain [Syberg] went away today. In school till five. Mrs.
Syberg said that I was the Captain’s favorite. [John R.] Fellows spoke at the
capitol tonight. I went. He is in favor of Union. Good speech but big &
highfalutin. Mr. & Mrs. Syberg rant against Mr. Mathews considerably. Got a
paper from home. Mr. Mathews does not treat me very well. I thought he would
introduce me [to others], but I think he is ashamed to. If he is no gentleman, I
am sorry I came here. I may be in a family where I can do something, but they
are ravenous as the wolves, it seems, for all I have.
In
school. Pleasant day. Whipped one of the Jones’ – a boarder here. Evening,
went down the street. Went over to Mr. Mathews’ [and] told him that Captain
Syberg did not like to have [his son] Fred cut wood or carry it in. Came back
& told Mrs. Syberg that I had spoken to Mr. Mathews & he said that he
did not require the boys to cut or bring in the wood, but it was their wish. She
told me I had mentioned what had been said & Mr. Mathews would vent his
spite on Fred & she would take him out of the school. She brought up the
hole in the wall being nailed up & said I was a spy. Both called me no
gentleman, etc. I rose up & if ever a man was mad, I was. I gave it to them.
Told them they had not sense enough to understand the matter & that it was a
great insult to call me a tight, close, stingy fellow, & [even] worse to
call me a spy, until both were black in the face. [The] Captain apologized and
we consented to let it drop. Sat & talked with them till nine o’clock as
if nothing had happened. When I was speaking, Mrs. Syberg looked as if she
thought I was going to leave, and she would lose her money. I may have been
hasty, but to receive such epithets is too much. I hope the thing will drop but
I hope also they will know not to insult me.
In
school. Had a talk with Mathews. Went down the street with him after school. He
came over for me in the evening. Went over & played dominoes. He asked me if
I wanted to deliver a lecture in the Church. He was [going to do it.] I wish I
could & make a good impression.

November
6, 1860 New Orleans,
Louisiana
Dear
Ralph. Before leaving Alexandria
[Louisiana], I wrote to you that Dr. [N.
C.] Weems – a gentleman residing
near that place – was wanting a teacher and would be glad to hear from
you. Today I received a letter from him stating that he had not heard a word
from you. Why do you not write? The instruction is worth from 600 to 800
dollars and Dr. Weems is a perfect gentleman. If you wish the place, write
at once. If I was at [that place], I should be tempted to take it myself,
but I am attending medical lectures at present & cannot do so. Come by
New Orleans
if you can, and I shall be very glad to see you. I write in the greatest
haste and will write again as a soon as I hear from you. Address [your
application] to Dr.
N.C.
Weems, Alexandria,
La.
& write immediately. Fraternally,
-- Henry E. Handerson