Sunday.
Louis [Adamson] & I, with the servants Emily and Mary, staid here last
night. Sat up till nearly eleven o’clock talking of old times, what we had
seen & felt in the family, wondering & talking about the future,
down-spirited about the breaking up. The place looks desolate and gloomy. I had
become accustomed to the ways of Mrs. Adamson. I do not think I can feel so much
at home as I did here in any other place. Old Mr. [John] Adamson made a will,
but what he left his wife [was] the privilege of willing her [property] wherever
she pleased. He tore up his & she tore up hers which gave this house and lot
to little Sallie Adamson, the daughter of Louisa. And after she made a will
giving it to the church, she got [her husband,] Old [John] Adamson to go to the
Presbyterian Church & did not give him any peace till he did. There was
continual squabbling here. She took a good deal for the church. I suppose the
poor woman needed liquor. Her body was always bad and some of the boys, Billy
Hutt, caught her at it and told & she was compelled to stop. She lead a
[hard] life but her own disposition made her a maid so long… She thought at
once when I first came here a good deal of me and when I would scold [her
servant Emily], Mrs. Adamson would tell Sophie that I should not impose upon
her. She could not allow anyone to do it. But lately she has told me that Sophie
provoked her. I think she had more confidence in me & less in Sophie. She
wanted Sophie to grow up & be a smart woman like herself. She did not want
anyone to think she was dull. Sophie was, in some respects, like the little
French girl in Jane Eyre, a rattle
brain, noisy, shallow thing [who] thinks of nothing but play & dolls &
dresses. In the will, she left Sophie a thousand dollars, but there is none.
Mrs. Adamson treated Maggie Nelson badly for scolding Sophie. She slapped her on
the face soundly. She went to the servants crying saying, “What do you think
[of that]. Mrs. Adamson had the impudence to strike me in the face.”
At
school. Taking things away [from Mrs. Adamson’s house] as fast as they can –
a perfect tear-up. I don’t know what to do. Trying to get a house for school
& to lodge in, and for [Mrs. Adamson’s servants] Emily & Mary to cook
for me. Have not succeeded.
In
school. Moving yet. Feel very sorrowful. Do not know what will become of me.
Went with Egan to see the Chief of detective police
to see if I could get a place. I may or may not. I do not make much at teaching.
I have so few [students] and [many are] so irregular. Louis [Adamson] & I
are the only persons in the house except the kitchen folks. [The others have]
broke up and scattered whom I have become attached and accustomed. It seems like
beginning again among strangers.
In
school. Have a bad cold. Don’t feel like doing anything. Saw the Chief of the
detectives. He said he did not want me now. He had an order to make details for
his men. I am sorry. He said if at any time he needed men, he would employ me.
Running about all the noon and evening to see if I could sell the bale of cotton
that is here. Saw Mr. Peake. Circus is in town. The Trustees of the church have
the renting of this house & Bender told us to stay here until someone comes
in. Probably we will stay till next week. I feel gloomy and down spirited. I do
not make much in my school & I am afraid that I will not. I may lose Chunch
Weaver.
In
school. Saw Mick Egan [who] said he would take the bale of cotton and come for
it tonight, but he did not. There is not much confidence to be placed in him.
Saw Mr. Peake. He thought I had better keep on with the school. He said he had
talked to Mr. Wassell & several [others] & they wished me to go on.
In
school. Egan got the cotton. Still here at the house.
Saturday.
Wrote letter to Charles Adamson. Down the street. Got letter from home,
one from [cousin] Lucy Fiddis, & [one from cousin] George Stratton. Mick
Egan was put into the Penitentiary this morning for beating a federal prisoner
at the Penitentiary some time ago. Saw Dyer about [selling the bale of] cotton.
Got paid $75 for it. Saw Provost Marshal [Chandler] about Egan. Got other men,
Wassell &c. Done a good deal for Mick. I think we can get him off. I hope
so. I have set things in motion if it will do some good…
Said
Mick [Egan] is released. Had a bible class of soldiers at Sunday school – some
officers.
At
school. Moved from one room to another in school. Went up to Louisa’s. Paid
for cotton $80.
Moving.
Changed school back into old room. [The]
Negros
[came] down [and] fixed up a little at the school house tonight. Been turned up
all day. I will be glad when we get settled. Louisa sent her half bale of cotton
here for me to sell. Wrote a letter to Charles Adamson.
In
school. Cutting wind is wearing. [School] room looks tolerable. I have not slept
out of the house of Mrs. Adamson’s since I have been [a boarder] there, except
a few days when at the Penitentiary and over a year ago when I went to
Hot Springs
. Feel lonesome and homesick. Have not got used to it yet. Mick Egan in jail.
Took letter for Charles Adamson to [the post] office.
In
school. Nothing new. Writing to George Stratton and Lucy Fiddis.
In
school. Nothing new. Working.
Saturday.
Working all forenoon fixing negro rooms. Afternoon, up to Louisa [Adamson’s],
Mrs. Fulton’s, and saw Mr. Peake. Called at Wassell’s in the evening. Saw
two Captains, one Colonel [and] saw a man
from [my brother] Jim’s company [posted at Pine Bluff]. Wrote a letter to Jim.
Sunday.
At church. Sent letter to Jim. Margraff,
chief detective, wanted to see me to give me a place for 60 dollars a month
& rations, but [it was] not permanent [so I] did not accept. Thought it not
best. Mr. Henderson, Presbyterian Chaplain sat in a pew with me [and] invited me
to see him. He is staying at Dr. Dodges’.
In
school. Fay Hempstead came today. Nothing new.
In
school. Mick Egan got out of jail last night. I am troubled a good deal by the
people in here, borrowing & smelling about the kitchen.
In
school. Mick Egan came to see me. He was badly treated at prison [and] feels
badly, but better than I expected.
In
school. Feel sick. Getting along tolerably well. Saw Sauter. He says he is doing
finely. I hope he is. He says Walter Caldwell is a fool, & she too. I am
glad he thinks so. I do not know how many [students] he has, but I reckon a
large school.
In
school. Cold & rainy.
Saturday.
Down the street. Dr. Cobb gave me his due bill for the cotton. Working for
negros nearly all day.
Sunday.
At church. Writing &c. Sold 85
dollars of Confederate money for Emily for $8.50 greenback.
In
school. Rainy a little. Cold. Nothing new. Cutting my own wood.
School.
Cold. Down to Yoest’s.
In
school. Mr. Peake came to tell me that tomorrow was a Thanksgiving day &
there would be service at the church. Mrs. Bridges’ son drunk again. Raised
cane.
Thanksgiving
in school. At church. Called on Egan. Fixing up room, &c.
In
school. Feel sick. Rainy. Nothing new.
Sent
letter to [
Willoughby
] Babcock & [cousin] Jim Fiddis. Per Mr. Peake, got one from [my sister] Augusta. Saw Mr. Peake. Nothing new.
Sunday.
At church. At Negro meeting with Mr. Peake. At night, saw Egan.
In
school. Lost two boys – Fulton & Pollock. Very cold. Down the street
evening.

October
18, 1863 Owego [New York]
Dear
brother Ralph. I am so glad that
we can write to you again with something of a feeling of certainty that you
will receive it. We have written to you often within the past two years but
it always seems that you would not get them. Now I hope there will be no
trouble, but we hear the Confederates are gathering around Little Rock. We were so glad to hear from you again and that you had seen [our brother]
Jim. I do not wonder that you were almost wild after going through so much.
Write us more particulars about the taking of the city… I was afraid Jim
was not well enough to start off on an exploration, and were you not glad to
see each other? Did he know you as readily as you did him? We had quite a
scene here when we received your letter sealed with black. Ma almost went
into hysterics before she could open it but it was such good news to know
that you were again under our protection in the Union
once more.
I
am glad you heard of Pa’s death so soon. I wish you could have all seen
him. We have a very good photograph of him taken just before he was taken
sick in the spring. There is one for each of us. We have sent one to Augusta. Pa took a very hard cold in April by being out one wet day with the hired
man cutting down those two Balm of Gilead trees at the back of the house and
was not well afterwards. The doctor was afraid of congestion of the lungs.
He was a long time getting up and was very feeble. He used to take his cane
and walk slowly about the yard. He walked over to Mr. Bristol’s twice and
out to the barn two or three times. He looked feeble but we did not think he
was to die so soon. I think he knew he would not live long. We miss him so
much. He had a great deal of pain in his head. Sometimes he said it could
not hurt worse if someone was driving a nail into his head. With all his
suffering, he was cheerful and pleasant [and] was always so glad to hear
from us all. He is gone from us and I feel that he is happy for he was a
good man. It was good to hear what some of the poor said of him after he
died. We are a lonely house.
George
Berry lives here now. I do not know for how long. George and Ed Stratton are
both in the store. It is now Truman, Stratton & Company. George boards
at Aunt Lucy [Fiddis]’s. He was in the army over a year. He went in the
first company that went from here & was promoted to Lieutenant. [Your
cousin] Lucy Stratton went west to Cleveland
some time ago with her father. He left her there and she is there still
visiting friends of her mothers. The Stratton boys hardly ever come here now
and George does not seem at all as he used to – only at times he gets in a
funny fix.
Mr.
[William] Smyth used to ask [your sister] Mary if she heard from her rebel
brother. Lawyer [Benjamin F] Tracy
is in the army as Colonel, and Mr. [Willoughby] Babcock also went as Captain but has been promoted – I have forgotten to
what rank. He was a long time [at Fort
Pickens
and Pensacola] in Florida. Nat Davis went in the first company and nearly all the young men about
here.
Austin
went as Captain last fall. He wrote to Lucy & sent his photograph with
his regimentals on, but she never answered it. Johnson is raising tobacco at
Pipe Creek. He called at Aunt Lucy [Fiddis]’s a short time ago &
enquired about you. Tom Page & Will Ellis always enquire about you. They
are both married now. All your friends have been anxious to hear from you.
[Your
sister] Mary comes home quite often. [She and her husband Gurd Horton] live
in the Broadhead house. I suppose [your brother] Jim told you Lee [Goodrich]
was married. Charley Nealy was married two weeks ago to Adaline Janes –
his second wife died last summer. Did you know that Uncle Elizur
[Goodrich’s business] had failed and [his son] Fred
had to teach last winter to pay his way through college. And [his other son]
Jamie is in a Jeweler’s store.
They lost the two little boys with Diptheria a year ago. Aunt Betsy
Tryon’s oldest son Goodrich died at
Shreveport
more than a year ago. Aunt Rachel Goodrich, Uncle Ralph’s wife, died a few
weeks ago. Lewis Moss sent you his wedding card a year or more ago. The
lady’s name is Elizabeth Mashall. Frank
Platt has been very sick. They do not think she can live long. Ed Platt was
in the army but was sick all the time and got discharged. Since then he has
married Emma Ketchum & he has turned into a respectable man. Janett
McCallum was married last fall to Cal Patch & lives in Towanda. Angelo
[McCallum] is Captain in the
army, and Will has just gone to
West Point
.
I
hope you are having a larger school and trust times will be brighter with
you. I wish you might be at home this winter. Why have you given up being a
lawyer? If you are to be a teacher through life, I hope you can get a
professorship in some college. I feel as if I had not written half I wanted
to but as Lucy says, you ought not to have too large a dose of news at
first. If we had known that you was in the army, we should have felt even
worse than we did about you. What a horrible thing this war is. And now we
hear there is to be another draft in December. I fear it will last years
yet. It is hard times here. Everything is very high, but it is not half so
bad as it is with you. Will it be safe for us to send you a package? If so,
what would you want us to send most?
Have
you written to [your sister] Augusta?
She has her hands full with three children now. What an awful thing that
raid of Quantrill’s at Lawrence
was. I sincerely hope it is not so bad with you as you feared. Write soon
again. I hope you will receive this. Do you have the chills much? All send
love. Hope you will see Jim again and now goodbye. May God bless you, my
brother. Ever your affectionate sister, -- Sarah [Goodrich]
I
would write another sheet but will send it for you to write home. I want to
ask so many questions. I am glad Mrs. Adamson is so kind to you. She has our
thanks for all the kindness she renders you. I do hope things look brighter
to you by this time. Write often.
Dear
Ralph. We was glad to hear from you and hope that you will always be in the
Union
now. I have written a number of letters to you and directed them as you
wrote to have me to Mr. Cox of the International Hotel, Memphis, and if he
would _______ or on other words send you what belongs to you, would hear
considerable news and get a few stamps. I wrote to you about your father’s
death and after that sent a letter and cut the obituary notice on his death
out of the Gazette and sent that. Did [your brother] James get the [Owego]
Gazette I sent him? He had left
Helena
when we sent the paper. What had been the matter with James and was he able
to go off? I hope he is back and that you can see him again. He is very
saving or he could not save so much. I hope you will see better times now
and that you will have more scholars. About your father’s will, I did not
know as you knew anything about it but when a man makes a will, it has to be
proven by law or if there are none but own children and if all agree to it,
it can be settled without going to law. If each one will give each one a
kind of quit claim deed that they agree to have go just as the will says.
This paper that you sent us is of no use. I do not think it is but Stephen
can enquire. I think we may have to have it settled by law and it will cost
40 or 50 dollars now. If we can hear from you and James, if you can get up
this kind of quit claim deed, we may try to that way if we do. Stephen must
go to Mr. Madill and get one and send you so that you can know how to do it.
I want to hear again from you and James too before we do anything about it.
Sarah is writing all the news. I send you one stamp. It is all I have left.
Goodbye my darling boy. – [Mother]
Probably Jacob Orcutt, 5th Kansas Cavalry.