[Several pages missing]
Down
the street. Got drunk.
Sunday.
Egan here in the evening. Down the street.
Mat
Bridges said that a detective told
her that she need not pay any more rent. I saw [Capt. Williet] DeKay. He told me
to give Mat notice to leave & if she did not [vacate the premises] in 30
days, I could get them out. Down the street. Gave her notice. She was mad &
so was [her brother] Julius. He swore considerably and wanted to fight me. He
told me that he has as much right to turn me out as I had to turn him. He swore
that if any guards came, he would kill them.
Down
the street. Catharina 20 dollars for rent. Mary quite sick.
Nothing new.
Down
the street. Served notice on Mat
Bridges before Schreifer & Mick Egan for her to leave. Nothing new.
Answered
letter to [Delano] Dodge. Rainy all day. No news.
Rainy.
Down the street. At Schreifer’s.
Rainy
& cold. At Schreifer’s. The Bridges had a whore house quarrel today.
Sunday.
Sick. Egan & I took a walk out toward the Penitentiary.
Very
cold. Down the street. Nothing new.
Cold.
Working in kitchen nearly all day. At Weidemann’s in afternoon. Nothing new.
At
Weidemann’s working. Not so cold today. Nothing new. Wrote letter to Epstein
yesterday.
Big
fire downtown last night. The big brick hotel on the levee & nearly the
whole block burnt up at it. Worked. Down the street today. Nothing new. Yoest
here in the evening.
Rainy.
Down the street. Nothing new.
Rainy.
Down the street. Mick Egan here. Night,
reading to him some of my writing.
Sunday.
Two boats came up [the Arkansas
River] today. Rainy.
Down
the street at Weidemann’s.
Nothing
new. Warm & pleasant. Down the street.
Down
the street. Nothing new. Got a letter
from home. I cannot get anything to do. I feel miserable. Oh Lord, help me to
find something to do. I am cast down to the ground.

November
30, 1864 --
Owego,
Tioga
County,
New York
My
Dear Sir. Your letter under date of the 11 inst.
was received the 23rd. I
assure you it was a welcome missive. I was glad to hear from you; but would
have been much better pleased to have seen you.
You
doubtless thought my letter was ____. If all was true I had said, it was
none to much so. I am now
satisfied that you are [a] Loyal Man and love the
Union. I had forgotten that you ever wrote to me or that I had written to you.
You make a quotation from my letter to you. I am of the same opinion still.
Yet that is no excuse or apology for braking up the Union. The South had no reason to complain of the National government. I had
always been favor of it. It was the aristocracy of the South and their hate
to a republican government and that the majority should rule that induced
them to secede and break up the
Union
.
I
have not received but the one letter from you since the rebellion – that
of the 11th inst. Colonel [Willoughby] Babcock is no more. He was wounded and died of his wounds. [He] died in
October. Died a short time after [he was] wounded. He was a splendid and
brave officer. His body was embalmed and sent home. I attended the funeral
[in] Homer, Cortland
[County,
New York]. His wife had a fine baby boy soon after the burial of her husband. She
left New Orleans
when the Colonel was ordered North.
I
saw Johnson a few days since. He had been south [and] was not well. He can
never make a lawyer. Charles Parker is a very good lawyer. But at present,
nor has there been any law business since the rebellion broke out. My law
business is not worth $500 a year. The farmer makes the money now. Butter
[sells for] 50 cents, pork $16 a hundred, oats 85 cents, flour $15 a barrel,
hay $25 a ton & so on.
It
was difficult to get letters south or from the South. I hope that General
Sherman will reach Savannah
& capture it. I like the idea of laying waste [to] the whole country.
Our government has been so kind & tender of the South that they have not
done any injury, but have actually helped them.
Sherman
ought to lay waste [to] the whole country ever which way he passes. The
Rebellion will be put down or the people will be annihilated. Every loyal
man ought to rise up in the South & overthrow Jeff Davis & his
minions.
The
Union Party has annihilated the Copperhead Peace Party at the North and the
Union will be restored under President Lincoln. All well. Success to you.
Good night. Your friend, -- Nathaniel W. Davis